Yep, her publicist and agent Spotting arrived this morning, followed by her entourage of Chocolate Craving, Raging Emotions, and my personal faves of her crew, Splitting Headache and Extreme Fatigue. Anyone who would like to come over and kick her ass for me has my permission.
I really thought we had it this time. I’m pretty shocked actually, especially since I got a FAINT line yesterday when I tested. That little faint line lied, because this morning all three tests were negative.
Up until now I’ve been sort of nonchalant about the whole thing – like it’ll happen when it happens. I’ve even been quite cavalier about it, thinking we were going to get pregnant right away. Now I could kick myself for being so naive. I never wanted to be the type that gets really upset about a negative test – but today I bawled every time I thought about the fact that I’m not pregnant. I did not expect that to happen at all. Right now I’m just not sure how to feel aside from sad. On to the next cycle I guess.